this feeling

Something goes wrong with this heart

It feels like a burnin’ fire

I try to extinguish it

But, I couldnt let it go out

What’s goin’ on with this feeling

This feeling that I just cant get control

A fear of losing you

A fear  when you walk out of my pieces life

Is this just a fear that I shouldnt let it happen?

I see this cloudy sky

I thought it will be rain, but I was wrong

I breath this fresh air outside my room

I thought it was hot outside, but I was wrong

I thought it was just my bad feeling of you

Coz I won't let this bad thing happens for many times

Or I will drop

And not able to rise up anymore

Manado, 9th February 2012